Moving On

going to move out. its a new experince for me since this is the first time I've had a roommate. But I thin I burned her out. I have all kinds of odd habits ( I suspect I have asperger's ) so things are strange. I also beleive some of ym actions are misinterpereted as not caring about things not getting it. Its even harder when you live with someone.
I'm moving in with someone else, hopefully it will work out. sometimes I think about moving by myself right now I dont have the means to do it, maybe this is just a stepping stone.


Roommates


My Roommate Is Driving Me Crazy!: Solve Conflicts, Set Boundaries, And Survive The College Roommate From Hell
Living with Roommates

the mad hatter

I saw Alice in Wonderland a few days ago. One thing that struck me was what the Mad Hatter  said about being mad or was it Alice ? anhow, someone said about being mad. The best one always are. so the question is: "is it good to be mad?" I think it depends on the degree of madness. Now, mad as in Psycho was not good. But the mad hatter was good. He laughed funny and did strange things, but he had a conscience. I didnt see him as mad just as a different. Sometimes I feel like that, stick out like a sore thumb. Might as well have an orange wig and giant hat on. well I am a giant anyways, so I do stand out.
But if you feel your going mad, dont worry, "only the best do."


Madness: A Bipolar Life

let the music play

I find everyday of my life I need music. its a constant source of joy and comfort. I love to dance which relieves a great deal of stress. My favorites is the 80's and 90's. Latin freestyle is my main one. Groups like Sweet sensation ,Cover Girls,Cynthia,Safire,Seduction,Debbie Deb, andBest of Stevie B. there are so many other artists from this genre, I can't list them all. here's some on this album Freestyle's Greatest Hits.

I also like other genres but this, this is the one I get the most pleasure out of. if you feel down put your favorite cd and download and Let the Music Play

discovering aspergers

Can I Tell You About Asperger Syndrome?: A Guide for Friends and Family

a friend of mine was watching a movie mozart and the whale. She told me the girl there seemed just like me. Her behavior, such as her laugh her keen interest in music and animals. I've been having troulble dealing with people even understanding my own friends. I have a extremely hard time keeping a job. When the pressure is on I blot and quit. so, this sounded like something to look into. so, I watched the movie on you tube. I saw similarities in me in both main characters. Even some in my brother, who is now in a group home.

So, I'm going for a test to see if I do have asperger's. I am happy about this. It will finally explain all of the things I've been doing most of my life and why I think and act the way I do.

So, I will let you know the results and my progress.



Asperger's Syndrome And Sexuality: From Adolescence Through Adulthood

Can I Tell You About Asperger Syndrome?: A Guide for Friends and Family

The Asperger's Syndrome Survival Guide